2016年5月30日 星期一

你我

你变了
你也变了

你我互相谴责
说着对方变了
你我站定立场
不退让,不解释

事实上你我怎会变
那心底的你我,还不是一样

只是那无情的时间
让我们成长得太快
无意的成熟了
思想也变的自私

多想那时间停下
但无论如果乞求
那无情的时间依然走着
一秒也不愿慢下
也推着我们去那不愿去的路
继续的指责着对方


2016年2月24日 星期三

那跌破的镜子
破碎的撒在满地
反射着的光芒
像似我们的回忆
耀目得刺眼
但却破裂不堪

那每一片碎片
反映着我们的曾经
你我把它捡起
最后却满手是伤
尝试将它组回
但那裂痕却消逝不去

那满满裂痕的镜中
反映着支离破碎的我
誓友,在你眼中我是否这样?
还是那反映是你?









2016年1月1日 星期五

2016?

When every time starts of new year, a lot people will post " new year new me" then in the end nothing changes.
I probably did something similar few years ago, but screw it, not this time.
To be honest, i am just gonna be the same foul mouth arsehole from 2015. so... dont expect me to change much xD.
Anyway, happy new year.

2015年12月15日 星期二

Blogs

I started writing stories or something back in the old blog
http://sadness-end.blogspot.com/

And this blog will casually write my piece of life.

Peace !

2015年6月29日 星期一

Goodbye my angel, goodbye and farewell

My little puppy named Jasmine, just passed away.
I have to put her down.

Because of the unlicensed shelter she came from, have take no good care of the dogs,
She is infected with Canine Influenza. When i bring her to the vet, she got the symptoms in the first week, but the vet said it might be, so it couldn't be vaccine, so need to wait another week. Then i received their call, asking if my dog get the feral virus(CI). And yet they know, but still let people adopt those dogs. And next week i bring her to the vet again, the flu got serious. And the third week, she started twitching and soon, cannot even move. We pay for heavy bills try to get her to better, but the damage has already done. I can't stand to watch her suffering, so my family decided to put her down.

To them, might just be a pup that need to go or just get the donation, but when i adopt her, she's my family.
I can never forgive them, never.NEVER.

It never hurts more than losing a family member, but when watching her suffer, it hurts a lot more,

It hurts me more, when watching my mother cry. She take care of her more than us.
I know she's sometimes lonely because all of us went to work in the afternoon. So i suggested we go adopt a puppy, and we did.

I can see she is happy when the puppy come home, when talk about Jasmine's habit or silly thing Jasmine done, she would smile bright. So it give me another reason to hate the unlicensed shelter.
I damn them to hell. Now they don't even pick up my brother's calls.

https://www.facebook.com/MalaysianDogsDeserveBetter
THEM, i hate them. i will do what i can in my way, to get them ban, or check by the government.
Will never let them do the same mistake again.

And goodbye my Jasmine, goodbye my angel, farewell.


2014年4月1日 星期二

Fragile.

This love is fragile,
It broken by your words,
shatter by your act,
crush by your absent.

The fragments scatter over,
pieces, bits, shards... everywhere.

Worn us ouy as we find it,
Cut us both as we pick it,
Wound us deep as we carry it,
Bleed us much as we try to reforge it.

The echo of the blood drip drops,
bleed us non-stop by the sharp fragments we hold,
the blood goes stale, then the fresh one drops,
how long can we hold? before my heart run cold.



2014年3月5日 星期三

Lady in Rain

Oh rain,
Are thou tears from sky that mourn my fate?
For I been curse for decade,
And it doesn't seems to fade.

Oh rain,
Please give me strength and faith to fight this rage,
before I been devoured and desecrate,
before I being undone before its too late.

OH RAIN,
End this eternal pain for god's sake,
It will be my last wish in this state,
So don't let me bear this curse as my fate.

Oh rain,
Oh rain.

The Lady in Rain




Vanx

just something to write when for 3 month no update
hey, i knw its shit, but hey bear with me
xD