A start

actually i had a lot to say

but lots of em should say days ago

or weeks

lots of things happened

but now i doesn't seem rmb i what i wanted to say though

anyway just say the one which closest to date,

i started working now, today , as "system engineer"

well, the name sounds cool, but not really, just the name

the salary is shit, but hey, fresh graduate like me i thinks its k

i wanted to continue study though, but the shitty college just

"help" me postponed it, everything drag and drag

the transcript and cert that i should take about a month ago

now only finished making.

see? if you are going to study i Stamford college in PJ

i advise you don't.

anyway i had enough with that shitty school

back to now, weird isn't it

i send my resume to the company on Sunday

and i receive calls at Monday 3 o'clock, and interview at 4

pfft...

everything happen just very fast,

and now i sit down and look back like wow

just suddenly go interview alone and started working.

i thought i might want lie lazy for another few weeks first

oh by the way, its my first interview in my life,

went pretty good, better than expected.

not sure for next though.

well anyway, fuck it...

yesterday i was still worrying and some shit

now i sit down typing this and realize

this work not gonna end with my life,

and it sure hell wont stop me from do other things

just less time doing it maybe

i could resign anytime anyway,

i going to continue degree anyway,

but before resigning sure i need $ to clear some "debt" first

so hey, good luck to you who reading and to myself

heyhoo guys, ill try keep up for the blog

Jog

Its been some time i went to jog
well,
so after so long i went for it,
turns out i am kinda screw.
my legs muscles are crap
almost stop working after few minutes
and it still hurt

probably never tell u guys that
i actually apply for marathon in this october
well... i am pretty much screwed.
i only got 1 more month to practice
and tell u what, its 21 km long and needed to be finish in 3and half hours
now i am so regret i actually apply for it
but hey, everything have first time,
so why not... and now i am comforting myself with this.

回眸

曾看过一本书，里写
前世回眸五百次，才换来今世擦肩而过
我想了一下，我认识的人不少
在街上碰碰撞撞过的人也很多
想到这，我前世的颈不疼吗？
当然我在说废话
“前世回眸五百次，才换来今世擦肩而过”
这句话其实就是在说着我们能认识到
任何人，都是可贵的
恨的爱的都一样
那记忆都是重要的
痛的，开心的都是

有人也跟我说过
如果能删除伤心的记忆多好
其实，我觉得一点都不好
没试过伤心，哪来知道什么是开心
就好像没失去过，怎样知道什么是可惜，什么是可贵
甜酸苦辣都在一起，这才叫人生

8/31th

a certain date or time
it could mean a lot to someone, or less
or even nothing.
for Malaysian, August 31 is independent day
well, but honestly i am not a patriot, so it doesn't seem to bother me
but it is mean a lot to my family, or at least, me
8/31 is my parents anniversary
and also my dad's birthday at the same time.
someone says i am stubborn, its not even 'bout me
but hey, we all have regrets... and my greatest regret
is my dad, we don't talk much when until i reach 14 to 15,
and i dint treat him like what other should until
last two years before he past away.
i never really got chance to buy my dad things
but i remember i bought him a shirt once,
and he wear it every time we go out for dinner.

what gone is gone, what i can do now?
nothing. but sit here writing this post.
if you are reading this, please love them, your parents.

and here i am trying to make up what's lost
i need to make him proud
i must, and i must not let my mum worry me, no more