2012年10月30日 星期二

无谓

无人的沼泽
有着漆白的沼水
但,
却虚无得可怕

轻慢走到沼水旁
蹲下
竖起手指尖
轻轻沾碰
那白色的沼水

只因好奇
毫无他意
但那被碰过漆白的水
我却让它染得墨黑

突然,
天空也落下
被孤弃的雨水
仿佛在叹气
我把那沼水染墨

睹此情景
那不纵容的大脑
却要发掘起
那已被拉后
被舍弃的记忆

鼻子一酸
眼泪
已在眼眶里
一眨眼间
从眼中掉下
那灰色的泪水

而我
在这滴灰色的泪水
看到的自己
却拾到了无谓
无谓




2012年10月28日 星期日

Err? What?

Time passing so fast, now I am sitting, typing this
And I am already 19 !*boy that escalated quickly*
pfft

time passing really fast, really.
and we just doesn't realize that
Its already one year after my dad passed away
he is a good dad, so good but just I never realize
before he was gone forever, well
he don't know how to praise people and deal with relative,
so every time i took my result with high CGPA
and let him check, he will just say"really? you got cheat or not" and give the result
back to me with a great smile
And after he is gone, my bro told me that, he don't know how to praise us,
But he is proud for us.
I am just a brick head I never see through that
So much regret, but what can I do now ?


And it is already half year after so called bestfriend got her
such tragic
never been better in this one damn year.
I was stupid enough to over trusting someone
I lost a friend, a traitor, but he lost a best friend that would fight for him


Awh well,
Stop that already right?
Now talk about what happen recently
My best buddy 19 th birthday
I know him for 15 years
So in this year, I decide to make him a cake
i know that cake doesn't look good but at least it is tasty
and here is some picture of I making it






 Because of some 
"Accident" happen so i force to make it square instead of round
and then add a very thick moist chocolate outside
actually i did cut it half and add the chocolate in the middle too i just forget to take 
picture when i cut it

 And this fellow, is my best kiddo
but i made him this cake, but he gave me that face *sigh