Getting Tired

Trying to having more friends
running between groups...
still not as tired as trying pulling them back
it hurts to watching the first group of friends
that i know is separating...
broken...
even if i manged to pull them back
the one that in group still doesn't like it
still the same...
nothing change

maybe just time to give up
cant always be that guy
it only will push myself closer to fire
making other people hate me
maybe it's time to stop...
enough..

Middle

I always want to have more friends

but sometimes things just aint what you want

Yes i have a lot of friends...

even in college i know more people than other

but.. do we actually call those a friend?

even in my class, it separated to few groups

i wanted to join them all... 

no.. it never work

And i just running around between them...

and i never getting reach in one destination...

and soon after they will go further and further

until i couldnt reach anymore

And i am close to this situation...

I will be isolate... like a pond stay still

couldnt reach the sea, couldnt reach the river either

is that it? we must choose a group and stay...

and if went out it become betrayal?

how funny this world works...

5/5/13

It's a sad sad day for Malaysia and Malaysian...

We only need a clean election

but yet the current government play so many dirty tricks to win that election

I am sorry... i really fully gave up on this country...

where the corruption is the only best thing in here.

 RiP democracy in Malaysia.

STUPID COLLEGE (STAMFORD COLLEGE)

currently having a feeling that couldn't describe
that knowing possible that i cannot survive this semester puuuuuffffff
that will graduate this september
guess what happen
cause of a feedback form
and feedback form should be P&C private and confidential
it should not show to anyone beside the one in charge.
and yet...
my lecturer just saw what i wrote ...
and come to me and scold
And how the fuck she knows...
the coordinator is a piece of shit...
for letting she knows...
it is just bad... BAD AND BAD...
and all because of this stupid shit college
and the people who inside dont know how to get things done
really...
fuck this stamford college
a piece of shit...
after i graduate this diploma...
for sure i gonna revenge