Quit At Never

I just finished the 21km half marathon run,

its my first time take place in marathon though

and yet i choose the one hard one...

you have no idea how pain my whole leg is.. now

in the half way i have thought many time about giving up

but the i keep telling myself,

i came this far, i can do this

in the last 3 km ... when i saw an ambulance pass by

you have no idea how much i wanted to stop and get on it

and go back...

strange huh, now think back... it like a minute ago i wanted to give up

yet i finished the run and here writing this post.

it feels like i actually done something incredible

and probably today i just walked the steps i will walk in the next ten years

damn it my legs hurt

hey?

actually i wonder if anyone will actually read this blog
anyway, i will still keep it going
a habit perhaps? mehh, a hobby maybe

today is the first day since i work staying this late.
usually will go bed at 10...
but somehow today, feels like doing something different.
talk about my work first,
actually cant say its bad but a work is a work
it always boring
you guys have no idea how nice my title are call
"system and network engineer" damn it
sounds damn cool, but the salary not so engineer at all
everyday facing bunch of pc, laptops
users... good users, stubborn users, pissed off users...
whole lot of kind of em...

screw it, enough talk 'bout it
just let me ask you guys,
do you ever have a book that u always wanted to finish reading it
but never did ?
because i do, i always wanted to finish reading it
but after a chapter, i stop for few weeks
then i forgot what the first chapter was like,
and i re-read it again,  then the process just repeat like a
never ending loop.
or maybe just because my memory sucks? =O=

Ironic

i been lazy for a month before get into this job
pfff...
i finish my very last exam on end of the August
the whole September did nothing actually
then got into this
the lazy me always wanted to slack
i still wan to slack...
ha... who doesnt?

back in the college day
the formal shirt i dont even wanted to wear
unless necessary
but now became every routine
ironic huh
but somehow i feel wearing it looks smart though
times passes, thought changes huh?