Birthday

Yeah, as the title say
it is my birthday..
28th December
and I born in 1993
well, I actually dont expect many
from this year...
2 month before I thought
how about find a girl friend before
my birthday
yeah...sound like so easy, ha silly me..


well... now think about my previous birthday
always went not well
so just let me tell u my story
last year, 2011 november 1st
my dad went to heaven, or decided to travel far
he left me, it was sad, yes it was... or i should
it still sad... some time i will think, what if he is still here
so we can do that do this...
at November 2011 19th ... i got a gf,
i dont know if she is pity me about my lost
or what... actually it is a bad time for couple
for me at least...
and of course my birthday was together with her
but soon after at 2012 apirl we broke up...
fault was on me i know... i never got the time for her
then a week after i broke up, my best friend tgt with her
no wonder why he will ask about me what did she like
where did she wan to go... so use me to get to her
i never thought he will betray me though
but still, she is better with him than me...

2010 27th December
I went out with a girl...
a girl i like of course...
and i confessed to her...
reply was terrible..
i got rejected
and the reason is i am not rich enough
yeah i know that, i dont need you to remind me twice
but still, it hurt...
or probably you got the wrong meaning
of course she didnt say" You Are Not Rich Enough, So Fuck Off"
but the meaning is exaclty that
and then next day..
nothing much happen ,
cut a cake i think, i dont recall many ...
so thats it ... my miserable birthday..


oh and recently i fall it love in 1 song
so suitable for me...
and here you go ..
when i was your man - bruno mars

so next time.. =)

FOREVER ALONE

Christmas in another 1 hour
lol and
christmas eve?
like i care -.-
i actually care a little
well but
forever alone guy at home
count down for christmas
who else like me
raise your hand ...
wooohooo ...
my friend just went to somewhere else
they did call me
but all my brothers leave home
and leave mum alone
so i decide to stay...
you know... just dont let her feel so lonely
well... i could still go later right. aha ..
if doesnt, i can rest early =)
optimist it is ... XD

my PRECIOUS...s..s... eggs?

how you doing guys?

not much? since the world end?

nah...

today, i just went to bicycle ride again

and this time is different place...

taman pertanian

i think i mentioned this before on previous post

yeah.. this place is much better and large than 

taman botani..

last time i went there we was reach in the morning

but this  time is afternoon, 

still so many fking people and car..

i thought this time will be less people

but anyway, for last time, i almost fall into 

some cliff, i was just 1 step before the death scythe 

if u ask why cliff, i duno how to describe in

but definitely i will hurt pretty bad if i fall down there

or probably dead...

since there is a jungle and a lot of hills

and this time...

i almost broke my balls...

yes... my balls

if i wasnt jump fast enuf...

i actually record it ..

'cause it's going down hill... 

so i wanted to record it like lets make it a digital memory

but when almost reaching at he bottom my break went off 

or i should say it actually went off all the time -_-

and i couldn't  fully stop before i hit on the ditch

so i have to jump of

if i dint... my body will be throw forward and since my bike

hit on the ditch and it will stop.. and my body is throwing foward

so my body will go full force ram at the bike

and break my precious egg..s...

i dint really got hurt though but just some scratch on my toe

so here... the promising video lol

there were 7 of us... but four of us is in same car

i dint manage the catch thm tgt.. 

that its..

so ...next time 

O RLY?

So... i survived a apocalypse ?

everyone was talking about it

but the date is reach

nothing happen

and now on the internet the end of the world

has postpone to 2015

wurt? *derp face*

oh realy?

come on ... its getting annoying

quit this shit...

you know what is end of the world?

that is when you spend all your money,

tell your wife you had another lover,

and you wan try to be gay,

and tell everyone your secret... at yesterday

and then, today is not the end of the world

that is what you call world end

so... this day probably gonna come though

but not now, for sure

oh

and Christmas is near... which mean my birthday is near

actually i just realize my birthday is near =.=

somehow not really care... no idea why

so here, happy .. oh wait...

lets wait until Christmas first..

so .. next time 

What's that smell

First, enjoy the awesome picture of mine

nah, i know its not awesome and i look ugly

i not really suit in formal i guess...

and the tie i borrow from my friend

I should have put this picture last post, but

seems like i forget

so... just gonna replace it here

well,

i have an exam tomorrow 

but looks like i dont really give a shit

i just narrow down what i should study 

but, the thing is... all those thing i study

just barely touches my brain, or hovering

going thru my eye and quickly became farts

and out thru my anus...

real quick...

that explain why i farting so much...

nah i am kidding...

but seriously... this shit seems just cant stay in my head

lets hope i can do well tmr =T

Kinda Screw Up

Lets just go back how i went

on my presentation day

hmm i actually got a real good feed back about

my presentation skill

but one thing is, the project i did 

went terribly wrong -.-

A friend of mine told me 

i should only do one diagram, then i was like owh

okay... then i just did one,

in the end, it need more than 5 ...

Fuck...

anyway, my presentation there should cover 

up my score

And i actually record my presentation

cz i want watch how bad i was 

lol

so i can find where to improve it 

and when i watching it back

wait i know its fucking weird watching

own video, but hey thats how we learn

so, i actually feels like 

hey, not that bad... i actually doing quite good

not bad as i imagine

thats it a short update

next time

Adult?

I got a presentation tomorrow

2 hour ago

i actually still gaming xD

no intense baby

no i am just kidding

and i just figure out and make some draft just now 

about what i should talk for tmr

I need to wake up at 6 tmr

actually not tmr -.- now already 12.45 

or i should say later

can i wake up ? lol that is a question

and i have to wear formal

i hate that so much

I am 19 and i dont looks like one

because of my baby face

and i have to wear like a god damn adult

wait.. i am an adult

Any way i just hate that

I am sleepy 

not sure what i am doing here though 

LOL

well gonna end here then

lets hope i do well tmr

good night

Just a dinner =)

Seems like updating my blog becoming
one of my habit, I like to post here more
than on my facebook actually
I just like I here, more comfortable somehow
I actually stop blogging a year ago
but then a girl came and read my old blog
then chat a little then say I should start blogging again
so I started it back
not sure if she will read my blog again though
but thanks.
my old blog still here though
I have think of shutting it down
but seems like I can't do it
I feel stupid when reading back my old blog
but, still, many memory it held
better not erase it with one click

Okay, enough cock talking
So here is something I want to share
yesterday I went to dinner with my friend and my lecturer
yes, you din't read it wrong, my lecturer
he is just 27, age not far from us, so we actually make a pretty good friend
I know you are bored reading so here some picture
and story continue afterwards

This picture is when we are still Sunway, a shop,i forget the name of that shop

nop, my lecturer still not here, he is trying out the shirt and then we taking picture while waiting him

and then we reach where we took dinner...

that's only the first round we took, I think we went for 4 or 5 round i forget

and this was the first time I ate so damn full, until I almost threw up 

cause we were so greedy, beside cannot waste food or we will be charged for more money xP

and this guy is my lecturer lol, i dont know why he is smiling so damn creepy

it is funny every time i saw this

and this guy totally looks like a monk, and his shirt is grey color so we all keep making fun of him

saying, monk cannot eat meat... 

you realize every picture have me? hahaha it is because I am the only one waving the camera around

seem like i am the one making them in these picture, without me, the picture wont be exist.

see i like to take photo, it just like a memory review, when are bored, take out our phone

and watch it, then smile, and then think nice memory I had. or who knows maybe one day

i might get amnesia... so I can view back these ...

so thats it, next time.

Exercise Please

oh yeah, i should have post this yesterday
but i was just too lazy even moving my finger
because i am so tired
okay
so last post(yesterday) i said i am too lazy to
exercise, just after posting it, then in the afternoon
i receive a call from my friend
asking me if i wan to go Taman Botani
For bicycle ride, i was like...
is that coincidence? lol
and of course i went there
and took some picture
i was going to put those picture on
facebook though, but after i see those picture
i am so ugly in those pfft so forget it
i ill show you guys picture later
just some of it, mostly without my ugly face
after i finish the story

That place, taman botani, actually did not
fulfils my expectation, its so small actually
1 hour actually can finish cycle the whole place,
i still prefer where last place i went to ride
near shah alam, taman pertanian
there is a lot bigger, it took us 5 hours to finish the place
okay back to tmn botani
the only good thing about there is
not dangerous as tmn pertanian
and one more, that is they actually got the bicycle that can
ride by 2 people,
but i think it is only good for couple,
we 5 guys doesnt seem like it ~_~
and of course
we tried it, and it is so freaking hard to control
really so damn damn damn hard.
so just after 5 minute we testing,
we change it back to one seat bicycle

those bicycle are basically shit,
almost everything is not intact, i dont need it to be perfect
but at least usable
especially the break, the one i ride almost kill me in many situation
and the goddamn seat
it is hard as rock, and sit until my balls hurt
actually not my balls, the place between my balls and anus
i think its getting blue black, it hurts until now -.-
make me cant sit well too. pfft
and the handler, without the rubber my hand are full of those rust
-.-...

and here some picture

and this is the 2 persons ride bicycle

like girls huh? take picture in toilet -.-

They all like decide not to bring phone so end up I can only self shot the take all of us in picture

and this is the reason why a lot of picture, i am so ugly lol ~_~ i know actually this one too

yes, that is me... red shirt pfft... not really comfortable lying at there, make my skin itchy 

mat rempit

Dead.... phone?

The wind blew, and blew

screaming while squeezing through

the little gap of the window

Its cold, freezing

the wind feels like cutting through skin

pierce through my bone

No no no that's not what happening right now

i am just nothing to do lol

wake up so early today...

i should have go for exercise instead sitting here

but i am just way to lazy

so forget about that 

and btw i am hungry

i dont know why,

actually i dont know what to type too

i just keep typing something and the backspace it back

keep changing the title.

oh yeah, tell you guys

my phone is dead...

not that my phone is broke or what

but it never ring.

since half year ago

well except for those text message that service provider sent me

my phone is, technically dead

there will be some time like this

even my friend say the same

and of course, its big different 

with and without girlfriend (forever alone)

and if you have, and your phone dont ring by your girl

you should probably worry

and last time my friend was so proud saying,

look at me man, i am so busy

3 girl sms with my at same time...

i was like"okay good for you"

then now in the end

he got none of those girl and his phone is "dead" too

so is your phone dead?

aha...

i think probably should get something to eat

"Ja na"(goodbye in Japanese “