Birthday

Yeah, as the title say
it is my birthday..
28th December
and I born in 1993
well, I actually dont expect many
from this year...
2 month before I thought
how about find a girl friend before
my birthday
yeah...sound like so easy, ha silly me..


well... now think about my previous birthday
always went not well
so just let me tell u my story
last year, 2011 november 1st
my dad went to heaven, or decided to travel far
he left me, it was sad, yes it was... or i should
it still sad... some time i will think, what if he is still here
so we can do that do this...
at November 2011 19th ... i got a gf,
i dont know if she is pity me about my lost
or what... actually it is a bad time for couple
for me at least...
and of course my birthday was together with her
but soon after at 2012 apirl we broke up...
fault was on me i know... i never got the time for her
then a week after i broke up, my best friend tgt with her
no wonder why he will ask about me what did she like
where did she wan to go... so use me to get to her
i never thought he will betray me though
but still, she is better with him than me...

2010 27th December
I went out with a girl...
a girl i like of course...
and i confessed to her...
reply was terrible..
i got rejected
and the reason is i am not rich enough
yeah i know that, i dont need you to remind me twice
but still, it hurt...
or probably you got the wrong meaning
of course she didnt say" You Are Not Rich Enough, So Fuck Off"
but the meaning is exaclty that
and then next day..
nothing much happen ,
cut a cake i think, i dont recall many ...
so thats it ... my miserable birthday..


oh and recently i fall it love in 1 song
so suitable for me...
and here you go ..
when i was your man - bruno mars

so next time.. =)