allergy

I love eat spicy food
but i cannot stand for the heat it gave me
somehow i just love to eat.
Probably just like you chasing a girl or boy
if they dont want you, you just want then more
oh wait... thats probably not a good example but
whatever..

i have a heavy allergy on lips
especially my upper lip
the doctor told me
whenever i eat, i should try not to touch
the food on my lips
especially any spicy things
or things that contain chemical
such as face cleanser
so it actually gave me hard time
mostly is when i eat
cz i need to prevent my food touch my lips
and i need to put it inside my mouth
it is just too frustrating sometimes
u can actually imagine how i eat...
its just so fking ugly lol...
but sometimes i just dont care though, but i will prevent
when only i eating spicy food.