8/31th

a certain date or time
it could mean a lot to someone, or less
or even nothing.
for Malaysian, August 31 is independent day
well, but honestly i am not a patriot, so it doesn't seem to bother me
but it is mean a lot to my family, or at least, me
8/31 is my parents anniversary
and also my dad's birthday at the same time.
someone says i am stubborn, its not even 'bout me
but hey, we all have regrets... and my greatest regret
is my dad, we don't talk much when until i reach 14 to 15,
and i dint treat him like what other should until
last two years before he past away.
i never really got chance to buy my dad things
but i remember i bought him a shirt once,
and he wear it every time we go out for dinner.

what gone is gone, what i can do now?
nothing. but sit here writing this post.
if you are reading this, please love them, your parents.

and here i am trying to make up what's lost
i need to make him proud
i must, and i must not let my mum worry me, no more