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hello February 

nice to see you again

brand new month

do u staying this late too huh?

bah..

i have class later though

shit happens ...

cant fall asleep

and i am hungry

but too lazy to find food -.-

i love to sleep

but seem the night doesnt want me to

anyway...

hows life?

hmm?

nothing bad?

hope so...

hmm?

hmm...
where should i start actually..
pfft..
my position in my best friends
was replaced...
yes replaced..
but still i never feel left out...
i cant blame anything or anyone
for that
it just like a cycle...
either i replacing people..
or others replace me...
i am okay with that...
or maybe not...

and that one replaced me
have sweet mouth he really knws how to talk
really...
i dont know he back stab me before or not
but one thing i knw he hate me...
well...
why he hate me?
ah... just because a joke i make
i actually good though, for u want to hate me
for a joke... seems good

see... i actually quite bad at social talking
my talking to others suck...
i never know how to sweet talk
i am bad at praising people
or say that what i actually meant
and people  tot i am sarcastic
so sometimes, i just stay quite..

 i am actually kinda straight person...
if you dont like me... fine...
or i did something wrong just tell me
i will accept what you said and trying to fix
or even you think i disturb you... in some way or some how
just say it...
i will stay out of your life forever...
you dont need to hide or what...
few words and i be gone...
dont need to be awkward or some shit
seriously...


sincerely
an emo stupid guy

Offensive?

sup guys,
boring?
nah
my new semester starting tomorrow
and yeahh
i actually kinda happy about it
btw
chinese new year is near
i mean really near
like 2 weeks?

I don't know...
but errr
when i was child i was so looking
forward to CNY
and feel very happy even 1 month or
2 month before
not sure if it is the grown up effect
i am not excited like always
or maybe just one less people
to share happiness in home
anyway
ITS CNY
i will just cheer the fk up myself


just something i want to mention though
sometimes as we speak,
we may actually dint intend to offense anyone
or not even intend to do anything
probably just a question
but yet it will offense people in their own thinking way
or they may thought another meaning
so sometimes i just wonder,
stay quiet may just the best

Hard time

Sorry for the long gap between posting
had some hard time
felt like being isolating by friend
and
i wanted to find part time for myself
been tight on money these day
new semester starting soon,
lots need to pay
you may said why don't you get it
from your parents?
first my dad past away
and err
i don't even want to take a cent from my mum
not because i hate her, but i love her
i wanted to do it all myself
she worked hard
i don't want add more burden on her
and for my brothers?
yeah i could get from them,
but... see
i dont want to...
i grown up, i wanted to be independence..
but still
i seriously need a part time job
and now think off
i probably just finish out my diploma
then i will not continue my degree
and straight to work...
or probably i should just check if my grade
are acceptable ... at least i still got like 3.5 cgpa
lets hope it wont drop

P.P

Sup guys
miss me ?
i been away from home
for few days
i went to pulau pangkok with friend
it should be a fun trip but
something happen for the 1st day we went there
one of my friend got into accident
with the motorcycle we rent
and i am the only one who witness it happen
went we going down hill
his bike's stance suddenly drop down
and he cannot make left turn
if you went to p.pangkok before
u will know there is mountain and cliff
everywhere
and very dangerous
he almost felt down into the cliff
lucky we was able to grab the side pillar
but he injure his leg quite bad
i really feel bad for him
he only can stay hotel for 3 days
and err
it really freak me out when watching him
almost fly out of cliff
so... but still really lucky he is okay

but still other days still went great
dint happen any accident anymore
i wanted to upload
but most of the picture is in my friend's phone though
cz we went to beach and sea so i wont bring my phone
tgt incase getting wet

Water...

I am fine if you asking me
and how about you

one terrible thing happen to me
and my family though
or actually a lot of people
yeah as the title said
Water...
The water supply stop for days now
but still
some time the supply back on
but then stop again

This happen in a whole large area
in KL
Yesterday i just bath using less than 2 L of water
how great
now i only realize how important it is
or maybe we are just being living too nice
with 1 twist water reach our home...

Been a week huh
My birthday is terrible
thats why i said i nvr expect
anything
or i did expect something?
so it went terrible
anyway...

and Thank you for nt even saving my
number as ur contact
just great...
i been abandon
totally
by you and my other friends
never felt so down...
or probably thats is only some small thing
but after went thru so many days of thought
it become worse, became nightmare