hmm?

hmm...
where should i start actually..
pfft..
my position in my best friends
was replaced...
yes replaced..
but still i never feel left out...
i cant blame anything or anyone
for that
it just like a cycle...
either i replacing people..
or others replace me...
i am okay with that...
or maybe not...

and that one replaced me
have sweet mouth he really knws how to talk
really...
i dont know he back stab me before or not
but one thing i knw he hate me...
well...
why he hate me?
ah... just because a joke i make
i actually good though, for u want to hate me
for a joke... seems good

see... i actually quite bad at social talking
my talking to others suck...
i never know how to sweet talk
i am bad at praising people
or say that what i actually meant
and people  tot i am sarcastic
so sometimes, i just stay quite..

 i am actually kinda straight person...
if you dont like me... fine...
or i did something wrong just tell me
i will accept what you said and trying to fix
or even you think i disturb you... in some way or some how
just say it...
i will stay out of your life forever...
you dont need to hide or what...
few words and i be gone...
dont need to be awkward or some shit
seriously...


sincerely
an emo stupid guy